Borderline State

I've been sick for a while,

Getting used to this game,

Drink up pills in a pile

But I still feel the same.

Oh! The grief!

I can't even express

My sublime emptyness.

I can't control,

That's what I'm told...

Confess my incoherent human armor

Into these lines,

So I can hear it louder.

Why am I not covered in bliss?

What part am I missing in all of this?

So much time I left going by...

Who will keep my energy if I die?

Carry my soul for me!

I'm not feeling as well

As I did once before,

But it's not hard to tell,

I'm still dead on the floor...

Now hear my rage before I set it on harm,

Expell my fears,

Don't leave me drowning in tears.

Happiness is not far away,

But what's there to expect? Night's as long as day...

I can't help but being afraid,

No one can help me and persuade... my life... to me...

To me...

Silk water, a moon next to another.

How fast can fire dance for me?

Now I don't even bother...

Just thought I'd meet with you one more time,

We'll be together soon, I can try...

Marzo 2010

SAG